Still have 2 years and some change to probably finish this degree, then another year or so for teaching college. I want to fast forward through this. I want to start my career, I want to be earning a salary and paying off my tuition and working towards my own place and car and actually start living my life. I’m so over this academic struggle, I’m tired. To even think about 3 or so more years to go kills me inside. A lot of the people I know are graduating or already into their careers. I’d be happy if I was at least doing something more than selling perfumes for a fucking job. It’s depressing to think about, but it’s all that’s been on my mind lately.
That, plus I’m not even sure if I want to teach anymore.